Post Jiangnan.

And so I went to church today. (Though in this case tonight might be more accurate since it is a night youth service) Was feeling rather sick, after all my ear is still blocked and flu has only just started to fade. I met some RG sec 3 there who also went to jiangnan. I think. At least looks like. What the heck. My memory sucks. Thats why I didn't blog chronologically about the trip anyway.

Oh ya speaking about the trip, here is one of the many products of my latest gaming spree on Fireworks MX:









I'll never forget the trip.

Though now the rot sets in. Its terribly hard to approach and talk to anyone on MSN I known from purely the trip alone anymore (considering how suddenly everyone is like boycotting msger... ). Like I told wz, there's no more common ground, common experiences besides the trip. It seems. Awkward. And even if there is one, it'll probably be very... forced and deliberate. Not a natural spontaneous one. You would have to constantly conscientiously think up topics to discuss.

And its not just for this trip. It happens all time. Just how many of my 150+ contacts do I really chat to? Not alot. Less then 10%. And thats on the good day.

It is sad. Depressing. What happened to all the promises to keep in touch? Everyone seemed so confident and reassured when they were made. Everyone seemed act like they'll have no problem doing so. And yet now it all seems to fade...

I guess msger can only go so far.

I really really hope I guessed wrong.